I have mixed feelings about this. Goodbye sounds nice because I know I won't have to relive painful times. Goodbye sounds bad because I will never be able to go back and change anything that happened and live in that time again. Sure, life wan't perfect but going from being able to give back and contribute to feeling like I've joined the rat race is not a pleasant sensation.
How to survive is the game.
And, it breaks my heart.
You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.